From the first time we spoke, your lies began there. From the first time we met, you had your claws dragging down my back. I was the victim, I let myself be the easy target. From the first time we touched, I felt the lust and evil burn my skin. But it consumed me with pleasure not terror. From the distance, you planned this. Before it all began, you knew you could convince me to fall for you! You knew!
I got time, jailed in this cage of heartbroken when he got freedom.
I never thought I could be so weak. Your lies sink into the back on my head, your words had me convinced and you had me completely brain washed. I should have walk away. From the moment you approached me, I should have turned away. But instead I stood there. Foolish girl, thinking she was ready to finally trust someone.
I can’t believe I fell for your lies. I can’t believe I stood by your side for so long. I believed every single word that came out of your mouth, your words were my bible. I had put so much trust into you. It took me a long time to come back to reality, a lot of people even tried waking me up. I was just really hoping this wasn’t a dream. I convinced myself they were all insane.
Suddenly, the clouds that surrounded my body fell to my feet. Reality pushed itself through my walls, it broke down everything we had built together. Everything I was still desperately holding onto. All the darkness poured inside and grasped my feet. I couldn’t move. I felt it fill my lungs and heavy my heart. Then I saw everything they could see, everything I was blind from.
You never wanted me.
After what almost felt like a lifetime! My hair is finally starting to grow a little!
Hopefully soon I can say goodbye to silly short hair and hello pretty long hair! ;3